why i won't dare to face u guys is actually i know that you guys will feel weird to see us around.. So i choosen not to face you guys anymore. Not because i dun dare to face the reality. Im facing it every moment. Last time i also have talk to winson about it. He open my mind and let me know that maybe that's what i should do. Aleast i take you guys into consideration. As you guys dun accept it. then i shouldn't be the one to keep face you all.. If i keep face you guys, you guys will also wont be happy to have me around. I don't like the feeling when im trying to talk to you guys and i feel like im talking to a mirror.. Just talking to my ownself.. Hope you guys can feel what im feeling. Although i've learn alot of things from you all. I still feel that i should be the one facing it instead of keep asking things and u all dun like it.