not a big deal
alot of things run thur my mind.. hmm.. did i really make a good decision? human is always a funny creature in earth. so many feelings n thinking.. sometime also is rubbish going thur the mind and always have the wrong information sending out to others. haha.... been thinking alot but i still feel tat letting b together is much more better then havin to break them up and also to break the friendship btw me n her if bad stuff fall upon us. seeing her so xin fu is a gd sign but sometime also will wonder whether isit really true. but still whether isit true not also not that impt cuz it's her own choice... it's really a bad decision for me few yrs back... hmmm... i should follow my heart and just do what i should do. abit of regret but nthing can save it back again. i dun wish to b the bad guy. although ppl will say i m the 1st choice in the 1st place but still must depend on case to case de ma.. hmm. aiya dun think so much liao... many will not understand me although they say they really understand me.. they will finally understand all my feelings when they r in my shoes. that's what i can say. cuz no matter wad.. if we our ownself not in the shoes. then won't really know how it feels like...
but final decision is....... single is still the best.. making more friends able to see more different kind of human creature in this world. nthing else is more impt. maybe work n money? hahaha!~
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