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readin back her diary... feel so....... duno how to describle.. hmm.. everything about me n her last time.. hai... so many things happen.. thinkin back it's really fun. but.. nthing can save it back.. from today onwards i think i shall throw away and dump all this thing far far away. looking forward is the best choice.. in the future what'll happen i also duno.. let it be what it should be. nthing much.. just sayin some feelings.. u can say i'm bastard or wad.. wadever u all wan to call... nthing can change my decision. that's all i can say. be myself once again. nthing is much more impt then staying happy. freedom still stand in the 1st place for me. i wan to have more freedom and do all the things that i want or feel likes.
to all my friends... cherish what u have now.. complaining is just part of our life.. no complain then life wont b goin on as usual. it'll be very strange. things will always happen right in ur face while u duno. so no matter what.. just b strong n think wr u should head. nthing is more impt then ur future.. past is past.. past is something u can't control in ur hand so it's called past. future still standin up straight in ur hand. u dun do something about it.. nthing will come out from it. if u all are readin this now. think about it.. maybe u can angry wif me or wad. but think it twice. if not think thrice... everything is now in ur hand.. think carefully.. no more goals? aim another one more. aim one more won't destroy u. think maybe free... but is whether u wan to do it not... keeping sayin about past but nv do anything to make it happen in the future = BLIND. no where u can go. how far u wan to proceed is all in both of ur hand. win it or earn it with ur own bare hand. that's why god create hands for us. if not we were be like birds... just use mouth. can ur mouth do alot of things? if can then go ahead. no one will stop u.
turning in now.. tmr still got work.. TIRED!
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